Sorry, pal, either way you go, He won’t leave you alone. That’s not a curse; that’s a blessing beyond measure! He loves you and will never leave you.
But seriously, folks, we all need to “tough it up”. Let God be the Teacher when we think we know it all; let Him be the Master when we start to think we are; and let Him be Lord when we think we can do things better than He would. Just humble it down a few notches and let God be God…He’s just so very good at it! Endure the fire…it's producing pure gold!